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What do i think…. Well, I guess it’s a lot less then I would expect. Seems like less noise, more certainty… I’m not privileged to speak with certainty. There is nothing real in the mind. There is only the mindful reflection of the real world outside. Our thoughts do not manifest… our actions manifest… the consequences of our actions motivate… our intentions inspire… but what do I do! Do I only think and act.. how do I manifest? As thought… as action… as consequence… as inspiration… am I my own inspiration… it comes from without the mind and body and soul… it comes from where they do not go… beyond what temporary rules make real… not the moment of truth; the context where truth is irrelevant… no, too complex! Context? Relevance? Faith>truth>fact>image>…. Where is reality… is it all… real>faith>…where am I… am I real? I=real>faith>… what am I not… nothingnothing….
How does a thought evolve… where is a thought motivated.. and how… I am not part of the equation! I see it, does it see me…. Yes! The consequence of action is an affirmation that I am to I and to what is not i… hee hee  i am part of reality... (am i reality)... i cannot think my self alive. alive is what i think i am? maybe i do think myself alive.. if i am reality (part) then i am not of the mind... yet my mind has an image, a fact, a truth, a faith, a reality that become the mindful perception of my being... where do i look to see... what do i see... if the eyes are a window; what light shines through to my body? to my mind? to my soul? to me! oy veigh