Child abused

My name is Barbara Nutskimski and I died when I was five years old. My friend and I were at a beach and we were going to buy Ice Creams for us, my nanny was sitting on the beach with her friend, we were busy building sand castles when we decided to buy ice creams for us both. My friend's name was Samantha and she's still here on earth, I didn't see her anywhere in heaven, I haven't still yet.