who do we think we are???

who do we think we are??? oh yeah, "we are americans" i should feel proud to say that, but latley...it sickens me. i would rather live on the nothern island of new zealand with a dear friend of mine, than live in this "free country". we mistreat one another worse than brother and siters. we mistreat eachother because we can. we mistreat one another because for some reason deep down inside all of us we have this belief that we deserve more and should be given what is rightly ours. what the F#$* does that mean. nothing in this world is rightly ours. and nothing, just because we are american is gonna be more freely mine because i am on this continet and not another. there are to many humans out there struggling not because they want to..just because they are. so does that mean you turn your back on them. say it is their fault??? will you gove a loaf of bread of gallon of milk to someone not becaus eyou will be blessed by god for doing so but because if you were hungry or just out of milk you would want someone to do the same for you. god is not going to make sure your life is better and easier because you work hard and make enough money to make sure your family wears nice clothes,drives nice cars, and has a big house. god will consider your worthiness because of you kind deeds towards others.
my spelling may suck and my grammer for sure is awful. does this make me unworthy to write what and how i choose to? screw manners. there are no manners needed to get down and dirty and help soemone when they are in need. formality should be thrown out the window when it comes how we speeak about our convictions.
you know... i may not even make any sences..but you know what...OH WELL! at this time i am angry enough that i know i may not get everything out in and the right order. i know that i would rather be saying this outloud and inperson.
just think about it. who do we think we are? for me, i know i think i am confussed. i think i am a human living on a piece of land that should it ever float away and under the oceans...other lands might stand up and cheer. what do you think??