YOU CAN ONLY HATE THE ONES YOU LOVE

This is the otherside, the personal side of me. I was not even considering posting it here but afer some of the other ones I have put up I wanted you to know "the rest of the story."

Bottom Line, I write about what comes to my mind as images, visions, and solutions. I see the people suffer, and watch and search for the issues. I study the system and see the blockage. Like a freeway with two lanes out, if I could just figure out how to fix that everyone would be so happy.

I am that naive. Ask anyone that knows me. I honestly think that if the Televisions and Papers told everyone what exactly is happening, without an opinion please, and why its happening, from at least 8 points of view, could you imagine.

Every household could have a vote. If no one there had a brain, they could assign it to their neighbor or something and have internet straw polls or whatever.

The strength of our country is HOPE and LOVE and HONOR and LIBERTY.

They are almost all gone now...

So, I may have written this to a girl that I may never get over, I feel exactly the same about the LADY called LIBERTY. She stands in the bay, watching the people party and pray.

She sees the danger, and watched the planes. She has heard the rumors and knows that her people, the people of the world that feel that each soul has rights that are worth as much as a Multi National...

She weeps, yet she is an idol. The real idol of our times, is the castrated bull that drives this debt society. As a jewish blooded Sub Prime Mortgage Loan Officer I can promise you it is not the fault of the bankers that the woes of America are facing.

For we were the workers. We sell what they will buy... Why would someone buy a 100% zero down, STATED INCOME, with a Verification of Deposit that shows the money was in the account for 42 minutes, loan for lets say $975,000.

Well whomever was so clever as to make the prophech of Andrew Jackson Come true... I think it was him... If we ever let the bankers get a hold of the money creation, one day we would wake up broke and mortgaged to the hilt... I was born in 1970. Do any of you remember seeing Ross Perot's Charts...???

1970 America owed not a penny to the world... Somehow, Nixon signed a deal in China, one in Russia, got rid of the Gold Standard and within 37 years and 11 months we owe,,,,

Is it 10 Trillion yet, and we owe it to a private corporation in which no one knows the owners, or is willing to talk about them.

I am so optimistic, yet, only now because I have studied the Prophecies of Ezekiel amoung others and see that the final days of this AGE, are here... The Book of Daniel, Chapter 9 vs. 27 describes a fellow that fits the into the puzzle as the trigger to the last 7 years of the people of Israel...

So, talk like this does not do much to turn on the women... If it does, I have not found the right one yet.

Someday I will fill in the gaps of how I went from a normal guy to this guy that writes all and tells all for the good of all and could care less about what happens to himself.

That took a long time to master... To be Righteously Indignant is my goal. As Mel Gibson so perfectly, visually created my dream for the ordinary people of the planet, i want to go out and pick a fight with whomever is running this planet.

The group of men that are so wise they have taken over everything, and deceived nearly everyone. I want a horse, and I want to ride up to them and say... How many of you are there... Ok, Well I have 5.5 Billion Souls that want Equal Rights, Equal Legal Rights, Medical Rights, and just justice and liberty and the right to PURSUE HAPPINESS.

Does anyone remember when America was what the teach us it is?

I tracked back thru history and it looks like 1913 was the take over...

Another story for another time. Here is my heart on a platter to examine and inspect. For my god is a jealous god, he loves every soul on the earth, but knows the hearts and minds, weighs and measures the intentions and motivations of each action.

He keeps score, and the YHVH God Clock is a ticking.... 1-1-07 a policy was passed. ENP. Sounds like a company or something.

European Neighborhood Policy... Check that out... Rec. 666 created by Javier Solana (Honest his name means Savior of Light).

Everything is coming true so fast that either YHVH is GOD and RULES all or the UFO's or Satan read the bible or wrote it, and is making it happen to help jesus...

Come on. Believe in god or not, have you not noticed, that things are coming to pass, and connecting into an OMEGACUBE...

Talk to you next time, and i would guess this is the first and last post of this type you will see. Yet you never know... I will spill my heart to all for it is the only thing I have left.
FOR IF YOU NEVER LOVED YOU CAN’T HATE
I have experienced love at first site 4 times... one is still a great friend and the only one that did not hurt me... i did the hurting.

The second was my wife, i mean ex... saw her, said that is the one, and 4 days later she moved in... 14 yrs later, God took over my life, and called me into active duty and she sabotaged me, had me committed (for an hour, they said i was just really mad).

So, tonight as the 4th love at first site decides to love her many lovers, I am trying to not hate, but i realize that if i really hate, that means i really, really loved her... why? She on the outside, on the inside and all around is just a walking scar tissue of soul.

yet i could see her soul and it is so beautiful, that i didnt notice the rest. she has been abused so badly she cannot trust, cannot truly love, and had my heart in her hands and did not even take a minute to get to know it... only to worry and fret and freak out before throwing it out the window, walking down and stomping on it for hours...

I nearly died of a broken heart 10 times and I have only known her for 2 months maybe? Her astrology book said she was my fatal attraction. If i didn’t know god, and he did not answer my prayers for healing, i would have died...(bi polar)

I love so deep, so close, with complete disregard for safety, that when it is broken, the connection, hate and anger swell. Every woman that has ever tried to love me or figure me out, has complained that i dont show enough, yet, if they could only see inside, and they knew how to treat me, they would discover... I am the black stallion.

A kid could love me and ride me to the finish line as i beat everyone that even tried to win. Without love, i am like a dead flower. But, life goes on... so i found this song, and copied the lyrics... when she said she loved me, it made my life... stupid, and idiotic to trust and love in this day and age, but will keep on keeping on... someday someone will figure it out, and die before they let me go. So far, my heart has only been scratched... all that love me, think they know me, but they cannot see, or hear, or feel my heart. It makes me want to die, yet, i have a job to do and a killer kid to raise. So, its just another broken heart... I loved her more than any other, for even with all the things that were bad about her, her soul glowed and she made me feel alive. She is with another as I write, so forgive me as i stop this... hate is a strong word, and it can only come from ones that once loved... i really hate my ex wife.

they all left me because i am me... ADD with too much god talk.

oh well, when the shit hits the fan, and they know i was telling them the truth, they will come and appologize. Do you think it will matter? Jesus said blessed are those that believe without seeing... i was the top, and the bottom, and the top, and again the bottom... i know who i am and what i can do, i just cant find any one worth doing it for... Love is life...life without love is death... sad, tears, and broken again, i sign off, knowing i will heal and dream again... some woman will see. the electric connection will be there, and when she says she loves me, she will mean it... not for my money, or my cars, or my houses, or my anything.... i just want the one that loves me to love ME.

thats how i love them... maybe i should sign up for a showing love better class... the one i did join said to just never tell them the truth, women love a great line of bull shit and they expect it.

if that is what you want, keep on walking by... this song is what i want...

Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I’m falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can’t move.
At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still inside.
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there’s no one else alive.

You’re the one I’ve always thought of.
I don’t know how, but I feel
sheltered in your love.
You’re where I belong.
And when you’re with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside.
When you say you love me
For a moment there’s no one else alive.

And this journey that we’re on.
How far we’ve come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That’s all you have to say.
I’ll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside.
When you say you love me
In that moment I know why I’m alive.

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

Added: July 23, 2007
Category: Music

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no one ever comments so I put one more on there... here it comes

to mel. i know you, i see you, i feel you..... you wanted telepathy and i had it with you, but you let the impossible ruin it all.

i am completely aware its impossible to have god talk thru u, but if he talked thru u, do you think you would have the guts to tell him to be quiet, i need to be popular.

you speak without knowlege of the truth for you said if god loved me i would be financially successful. I was without god, and with him have had my moments, but now is the time.

Mel, you were played like a fiddle. Satan did the same thing to my ex and to many others. Paul says we are not ignorant of his ways.

You are.... every person that walked the planet as a prophet was killed and were not rich if they were a prophet o yhvh.

its done. i hope you hurt me enough to feel good. i am done. am sad that u could not look into my eyes and my heart and know the truth.

you traveled the country with a dark wizzard.... not me.

i hope you can be happy and trust somebody some day. i loved u as much as i could and if the others knew they would be upset. they helped train me to show it.

you are the first to say i showed it too much and pushed love to much. its kind of funny.

i will get it right someday. you wasted your money on protecting yourself from me. hope you feel safe now.

i worried and tried to heal your heart all week, while you were destroying me and my reputation... too late. Stacy already did all that. i have already lost everything to follow god, and i am not evil if i wont just have sex in an uncommitted relationship. too bad i did not meet you before i met god.

if the god you pray to says its ok to sleep with as many as you want, and love them all, then it is not the god i know. for he is a jealous god, who loves all of us toooooo much.

good bye, we had the dream in our hands, and you threw it into the fire, and blamed me.

tricky manipulation. at least i noticed how you did it... stacy will be proud of me... never mind not yet.

the end

Posted by OMEGACUBE on Saturday, March 29, 2008 at 3:06 AM
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